In an effort to get my blogging on I am going through the blog roll. It's bringing back memories. I used to start every morning reading blogs. My blog roll was and still is a bit unwieldy so I'm cutting it down. I don't know how much I can do but I have the time that I didn't have when I was working at EA.
I've been hanging back. Trying not to get back in the mix. I guess I'm afraid that I can't write regularly anymore. Or write at all. It's not about ability. I know I can write. It's about will and spirit and heart and (maybe) a sense that it matters. I'm feeling through it. I feel a lot like I did when I first blogged. Extremely uncertain.
It used to drive me crazy when someone I read stopped writing. I felt abandoned. And then I stopped. The commute. The job. My general state of mind. I just couldn't get it done. I'm not sure that's changed.
I think I'll move the Fatshadow.com URL here because it's easier. I just have to figure it out.